I am awful at this blogging thing...and I know it...I really shouldn't start things when I know (from the beginning) that I will not have the time to dedicate to them...
A lot has happened in the past few months. A lot of very good things. Some hard things have happened as well, but overall life is wonderful. I feel as though going to the Passion conference in Atlanta, GA gave me a totally new outlook on life, and a brand new perspective that I have been longing for, for a very long time. Words cannot explain how awesome God is. Neither can words explain how He worked on my heart while at Passion. It was amazing. Enough said.
Tonight, five of us went spotlightin' (I feel as though I have to type it like I say it, with my little country bumpkin accent...thank you hometown). Kasee (my awesome best friend) decided we should go on this little adventure. I am so glad that she did. We started out a little after 11:00 p.m. Kasee, Angela, Jalayna, myself, and Zach (only about the sweetest guy I think I've ever met) piled into my truck (sorry, SUV) and headed out. Right away we saw eight deer...that's more than I normally see in an entire year! It was so neat! So we keep on driving, searching for deer...with no luck. But the coolest thing happened...we were driving down this dirt road in the country and we all realized how clearly we could see the stars. The song that just happened to be on the radio was Chris Tomlin's Indescribable. How cool. It's a song I've heard many many many times, but it was like, in that moment, God just reached down and hugged me and reminded me just how much He loves me. And he reminded me how powerful He is. It's all completely beyond my imagination and definitely beyong my comprehension, and I love it. It has taken me a very long time to realize that I don't have to have it all figured out. A very hard thing for me to admit, yes. But I am so glad that I finally allowed God to get that through my thick head. God has taught me so much recently. I love it. Until going to Passion, I had never quite grasped the concept of truly falling in love with Christ. Now I just smile when I think about Him and how much He loves me, what all He's done for me because of that love! It's so overwhelming and I am so undeserving, but I am so lucky and so thankful that He allows me to have a relationship with Him. I do not know who I would be, where I would be, or what I would be doing in/with my life if I did not have Christ leading me each and every day.
I am sure that this has been a rather choppy post and may not make much sense...hey it's 2:13 a.m. I would have loved to have been asleep about 5 hours ago. I have been severely sleep deprived here lately. But it's all good! God is keeping me going. Basically, those of you who may read this, I guess my point is this - God is absolutely, mind-blowing, and completely awesome, and never ceases to amaze me and I LOVE it!
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